the words they said
stabs at my heart
over and over again
they don't understand the agony
they never experience the pain
i could never comprehend
why they are such masters in that trade
the hurt and betrayal
could never ever surfaced
only the stars bear oath to my gloom
the mist around me is a screen of obscurity
the stiffling darkness envelops me
i know the grievance can't be eased
i could never sob again...