i laugh
but beneath my facade
tears are all i have to spare
the smiles i put on might not be true
cos how can one smile
when they have a broken heart...
my heart is bleeding
being stabbed and stabbed over again
the wounds it inflicted never leaves
the scars it leaves never heals
i want my tears to mingle with the rain
so that my sadness can all be washed away
it would be able to see the world
and seep as one with the earth
until it meets the wings of happiness
i know that i can only keep silent
so while i put on my painted mask
i can only smile...


i hate zaijun(scumbag)..i hate dingwei(asshole)..i hate hongquan(bastard)..u all sucks..