Haiz. I'm feeling so sick rite now.
Been sleeping the whole day away.
Actually tot I cld recovered before the subcomm teaparty but still..
And guess what? My dear parents wun even give me money to consult a doctor.
What's the reason then? Erms. Let's see..
Me being sick every few months? Then it's not very believable when I'm sick then.
They seem to have the idea that I'll feign illness burned deep in their frickin brains. What's so bizarre about a naturally poor constitution?
I don't even have school so tell me oh smart-asses, what's there to deceive?
And let's hope they are the only ones to think that.
I can't say for sure what others ard me are thinking though but I think it would be something along that line. Don't think I never notice the expressions when I reported sick.

Hmms. I was sending a msg telling a friend that I can't go cuz I'm sick and she simply replied "Oh Ok."
And I took the trouble of typing "Have fun"
No take care, no get well soon, no nothing.
Oh come on. Like it's so hard to type these.
I rmb clearly that's not what I did when you're sick.
And you'll probably think where got pple liddat one, asking for all these.
How can one not think that? Ask your heart.
Of course it's human nature to want to hear these.
Unless you're one big hypocrite that says you don't.
Screw the coyness or netiquette. I don't give a damn.
I just type whatever thoughts that flash through my mind.
I certainly don't mince my words.
What's the use of blogging if you can't express your personal feelings?
Might as well declare your blog as useless.

So, I can only rely on me to pity myself.
After all, no one else will if you don't.
Argh!! Looking back, I just think I'm being too harsh & completely over-reacting.
I just took the leftover med in the fridge
My whole mind is in a total crazy mess rite now..
I think it's screwing with my brains no doubt.
Going to slp my ass off & hope everything's gd when I wake up.
Though I feel like dropping dead and never opening my eyes.